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La Femme
FELYN G 28 February 1989 Pisces Wishlist
♥A Maltese ♥ ♥ ♥ Sweet Loves ♥KAREN*DAIIDAI ♥SILVEN KAT KIM STEPFAN JASON Archives IM SO FREAKIN TIRED!~ Suppose to have a good night... Why can't he be there for me when i need him. Am i... Counting down.. What a bright sunday evening ^^ Baby is sleeping l... Congrats to newly weds (MARK & JESS) 230509 Outing with XUEWEI BAOBEII =)) Dearies and me happy birthday~! Office news 8th may 09
January 2009 |
Thursday, 4 June 2009 [Friends] I started missing hanging out with my friends.. And i realise there's a three stage thing in my life. At the start im always spending too much time with bf, then at a point i started to hang out more with friends and left bf out. And then im back to single. When i started hanging out with babes, we will meet up with guy friends too. Then you will find that it's so much fun to hang out with friends. Then when i turn single, babes intro new guys, hang out with them, chemistry sets in, back to attach.. bla bla bla. What a cycle.. And i can say guys & girls in a group surely will form some feelings, just like me & my baby, tsk tsk. Well well, as for now im gonna balance up my time with friends and bf =) [Fears] I have too much fears in me ever since that incident happened.. I couldn't open up my heart at all. Kept having negative thoughts. Fear living i can say. And it made me totally dependant on my bf. Somehow i got enlighten abit ytd. There's lots of ppl around me, having fun, but why am i hiding? I should have happily enjoying my life! Babe once said that im lucky, i don't have any worries, carefree. But now im always having insane thinkings which is killing me. Perhaps i should spend more time out with friends & baby doing outdoor activities instead of cooping inside the house. That may helps me to be more open up hopefully. I KNOW I CAN DO IT!
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