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La Femme
FELYN G 28 February 1989 Pisces Wishlist
♥A Maltese ♥ ♥ ♥ Sweet Loves ♥KAREN*DAIIDAI ♥SILVEN KAT KIM STEPFAN JASON Archives Caught 'friends with benefits' with the girls afte... Went bkk last September with mummy, aunt and sis. ... Mixed with new bunch of awesome classmates this Se... I miss you so much... Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here (Lyrics on Scre... So tied up with sch recently.. Have yet to go on a... july happenings! happenings in may Sometimes.. I'm really happy and enjoying being si... Interviews kill my brain cells!! I had 4 days stra...
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Friday 16 October 2009 SAADD...  thanks ppl for the gifts, jokes and encouragement.... . . . . The hardest time to get past is when im lying on the bed in the late night....... The time seems to be ticking so so slow..... I'll be looking at the empty phone repeatedly hoping for it to ring... And i cant help to miss him again.... I wish i can forgive.... But i know i cant anymore.... 梦飞船 - 不值得 除了想你,除了爱你 我什么什么都愿意 翻开日记,整理心情(打开心情) 我真的真的想放弃 你始终没有爱过,你又在敷衍我 一次一次忽略我的感受 我真的感到力不从心,无力继续 这感情 不值得我犹豫不值得我考虑 不值得我爱过你 这种回忆 不值得我提起不值得想起不值得哭泣 这段感情早就应该放弃 早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹 这样的你不值得我恨你 不值得我为你而坏了心情 我决定不为你而毁了心 放弃爱你 不为你而放弃爱情 不为你而灰了心 我决定不为你而毁了心 放弃爱你
Thursday 15 October 2009 You turned your back and left me alone AGAIN.... It has been countless times.... Images of you leaving me alone kept flashing back .... I swear the feeling really sucks to the core..... Holding back millions of tears and taking a train back home....... I wished i could cry my heart out everytime.... but i cld only fake a smile to my family....... hide under the blanket when everyone's aslp n cry......n you are out there enjoying..... How many times i wanted to ask u out.... u gave me all sorts of excuses.... yet u went out with your frens..... how lonely m i ..... hw much i miss u ...... how sad m i...... i found smone to cheer me up, you said i flirt.... have you wondered i just need a friend to lend me a listening ear or cheer me up when you had make me so fuckin sad and ask me to pick up all my shattered hearts alone everytime!!! Our anniversary. What did you do?! u told me ure coming .... i waited and u off ur phone... there i m waiting .... and had to answer to ur parents again n again when u went missing.. im so freakin sad now !!!! motherfuck ass!!!!!!!!!! SO many ppl asked me to leave you for good. I kept treatin it deaf ear.. going back to u no matter how fcukin hell u treated me!!!!!!!!!! Im trying so hard saving this fcukup relationship. Here u r stabbing my heart MORE N MORE!! MORE N MORE!!!!!!! My frens !! everyone!! all know how much i fcukin love u .. how much i suffered bt still stay by u... how silly m i to side u. Everyone knows but just YOU! you dont know!! U asked me stop all those crap. says im lying.... ya right....all the pains u given to me. all the hurt... all the scoldings... everything n everything... what do you think i endure it for? Happy being tortured? N you're so fcuking selfish!!! Left me alone time n time again ... made me so freaking upset... u didnt cheered me up bfore.. NEVER. U expect me to recover myself... N get so fcukin jealous cause another guy talk with me.. U want to deprive me of my guy frens..U already left nothing for me.... not even a guy friend to listen to my misers i can have... ya, u sure think, go and be with another guy lahs. Flirt. Bitch. CANT I EVEN HAVE SOMEONE TO MAKE ME LAUGH N FORGET HOW U FCUKIN TREAT ME?! U ever trusted me?! Why m i in your eyes is those kind of girls ??!!!!!!!!! Rmber u went geylang n didnt want me to look for you cause u say a girl alone go not good. So my frens accompanied me down. U REMEMBERED WHAT U FCUKIN CB SAY?! U called me a PROSITUTE. Just bcos i went down look for u. Great... That's the way u see me as... Seriously i dont even know what my fcukin brain is thinking.... u treated me like dirt yet i still forgave u.... made me cry on my birthday... our one mth anni... valentines.... all those meaningful impt dates.. NOT ONE U NEVER MADE ME CRY...... Indeed ... u gave me real unforgettable memories in this relationship.... thanks.. N i regretted so much agree to meeti u today. I should have listen to my friend, so i wont be crying so fcukin hard here. Dress up so nicely... the first thing u said to me is nice meh? So happy to meet u that i really had a gd nite slp last night... NOW! I don even have dinner!!!!!!!!! NOW I WANT TO SAY THIS TO YOU MOTHERFCUKIN CB! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U ARENT WORTH MY ONE DROP OF TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WONT LET YOU MAKE ME DROP A SINGLE TEAR ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN ENDURE ALL UR TORTURES!!!!! I SWEAR U WILL REGRET EVERYTHING U DID TO ME N REALISE HOW I USE TO LOVE U IS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUKER!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday 8 October 2009 Excuses are made cause you are tired of lying.. A white lie or an excuse? Because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
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