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La Femme
FELYN G 28 February 1989 Pisces Wishlist
♥A Maltese ♥ ♥ ♥ Sweet Loves ♥KAREN*DAIIDAI ♥SILVEN KAT KIM STEPFAN JASON Archives Excuses are made cause you are tired of lying.. ... Christine and Steffen Wedding 27 Sep 09 Mid Autuum Festival wah's birthday smiles =) Time to update!! Celebrated three birthdays this m... tears.. Celebrated our dearest DD birthday last saturday =... sunday night irritating ppl in the train
January 2009 |
Thursday, 15 October 2009 You turned your back and left me alone AGAIN.... It has been countless times.... Images of you leaving me alone kept flashing back .... I swear the feeling really sucks to the core..... Holding back millions of tears and taking a train back home....... I wished i could cry my heart out everytime.... but i cld only fake a smile to my family....... hide under the blanket when everyone's aslp n cry......n you are out there enjoying..... How many times i wanted to ask u out.... u gave me all sorts of excuses.... yet u went out with your frens..... how lonely m i ..... hw much i miss u ...... how sad m i...... i found smone to cheer me up, you said i flirt.... have you wondered i just need a friend to lend me a listening ear or cheer me up when you had make me so fuckin sad and ask me to pick up all my shattered hearts alone everytime!!! Our anniversary. What did you do?! u told me ure coming .... i waited and u off ur phone... there i m waiting .... and had to answer to ur parents again n again when u went missing.. im so freakin sad now !!!! motherfuck ass!!!!!!!!!! SO many ppl asked me to leave you for good. I kept treatin it deaf ear.. going back to u no matter how fcukin hell u treated me!!!!!!!!!! Im trying so hard saving this fcukup relationship. Here u r stabbing my heart MORE N MORE!! MORE N MORE!!!!!!! My frens !! everyone!! all know how much i fcukin love u .. how much i suffered bt still stay by u... how silly m i to side u. Everyone knows but just YOU! you dont know!! U asked me stop all those crap. says im lying.... ya right....all the pains u given to me. all the hurt... all the scoldings... everything n everything... what do you think i endure it for? Happy being tortured? N you're so fcuking selfish!!! Left me alone time n time again ... made me so freaking upset... u didnt cheered me up bfore.. NEVER. U expect me to recover myself... N get so fcukin jealous cause another guy talk with me.. U want to deprive me of my guy frens..U already left nothing for me.... not even a guy friend to listen to my misers i can have... ya, u sure think, go and be with another guy lahs. Flirt. Bitch. CANT I EVEN HAVE SOMEONE TO MAKE ME LAUGH N FORGET HOW U FCUKIN TREAT ME?! U ever trusted me?! Why m i in your eyes is those kind of girls ??!!!!!!!!! Rmber u went geylang n didnt want me to look for you cause u say a girl alone go not good. So my frens accompanied me down. U REMEMBERED WHAT U FCUKIN CB SAY?! U called me a PROSITUTE. Just bcos i went down look for u. Great... That's the way u see me as... Seriously i dont even know what my fcukin brain is thinking.... u treated me like dirt yet i still forgave u.... made me cry on my birthday... our one mth anni... valentines.... all those meaningful impt dates.. NOT ONE U NEVER MADE ME CRY...... Indeed ... u gave me real unforgettable memories in this relationship.... thanks.. N i regretted so much agree to meeti u today. I should have listen to my friend, so i wont be crying so fcukin hard here. Dress up so nicely... the first thing u said to me is nice meh? So happy to meet u that i really had a gd nite slp last night... NOW! I don even have dinner!!!!!!!!! NOW I WANT TO SAY THIS TO YOU MOTHERFCUKIN CB! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U ARENT WORTH MY ONE DROP OF TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WONT LET YOU MAKE ME DROP A SINGLE TEAR ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO FIND SOMEONE WHO CAN ENDURE ALL UR TORTURES!!!!! I SWEAR U WILL REGRET EVERYTHING U DID TO ME N REALISE HOW I USE TO LOVE U IS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FCUKER!!!!!!!!!!!
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